It's been 5 years since my last entry. 5 very long years filled with so many changes that I can still hardly wrap my head around them.
These years of growing up have not been wasted. They have been invested in positivity and an appreciation for what I have.
Although sometimes it feels as though I'm slipping into the darkness, I find myself brought back my loved ones and their continued support of everything I do.
Work is no longer a paycheck, it's a way of life. My job has suddenly turned into a career and I'm gliding along the edge of hardly knowing what I'm doing
((but I can fake it oh-so-well))
The opportunities that have been put before me will not go to waste. I understand I have been given one shot at something that most will never get to experience in their life.
I have a love that cannot be compared.
I have a home that is comfortable and warm.
I have a job that allows me to give back to my community.
I have a body that is healthy.
I have a mind that is trying to stay clean.
I have the chance at an education that will take me places.
I have friends that are beautiful.
I have a family that is rich with support and understanding.
One might say I have it all and for once in a very long time
(((I WILL SAY THAT I HAVE IT ALL)))
And that is okay. Because sometimes it is okay to have everything you want.
And I have exactly what I want.
(((for now)))