So the weekend leaves an empty feeling because alot was said that needed to be said. It had been retained for months...some regretable things but alas they were done for a reason.I understand just how much I love him.

Like a hit of sweet pot that you had been holding in for some time now,not knowing if you will see the smoke bellowe out or not...like it was all let out with a searing choking cough and along with it came all of the feelings and emotions that were so unsure just a few moments before. Now all of the intoxication is seeping through my blood,making its way to every pore,every cell,its penetrating my soul.

With every fiber of my being,with every inch of mhy body,every word,every breath screams my love for him. I love Gleyn.I can only tell him though.

The empty feeling was realeased. There is a new hit to be taken, a entirly new daze to experiance.

This isn't like before,this feeling is new,its empowering.It's perfect.My heart is not split in two,its a whole,its complete...its completly his.

Fuck off.